exuvium [OBLIVIØN Pt. II] (2022)

• AMARANTHINE [better an apocalypse]
• ABBADOABBADON [love lets you know you are safe, but violence lets you know you are pure]
• [skototropism]
• D D D N N N A A A [the most fun a boy can have without ripping his skin off]
• [i see the birth and death of the universe swimming around in your eyes]
• DREAMING OF ME // IN COLORS OF WHITE
• DATURA [paroxysm]
• [the veil, eternal]
• SMOKE AND WATER [the chthonic mother]
• THE LAZARUS OF WESTLAKE
• ULTRAVIOLENT [adrenochrome]
• EXUVIUM [beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror, that we are still able to bear]
• [i touched her face like the ark of the covenant, like someone expecting to be smitten by god]
• FAR LIGHT
• [annihilation at 30,000 frames per second] (Instrumental)
• [52hz] 

AMARANTHINE [better an apocalypse] lyrics - Crywolf

Deep in the ground, I am breathing

Tendons extending to the molten core of the earth like roots

Your amaranthine gaze falls upon me

Time and space freeze and spontaneously bloom

The finest light could never reveal the softness with which you hold me

Better a symphony, better an apocalypse

Better an apocalypse

And he floats above the earth, a spectre

Soil to dust and roots to ash

Destroy, divine destroyer!

Destroy, divine destroyer!

Destroy, oh destroy!

The seasons shift with the angle of your glance

Laws of nature rendered frozen in your path

From where have you come?

You ruin us with dearth and famine

Yet you cradle us like a child

More than anything else that lives and breathes and calls our name

Patron saint of the void

Oh terror!

Oh exuvium!

Destroy!

Destroy!

Destroy!

ABBADOABBADON [love lets you know you are safe, but violence lets you know you are pure] lyrics - Crywolf

Burn the saints inside you

Leave their bones behind you

Turn all your warnings inside out

Spit them like soil from your mouth

Burn the saints inside you

Leave their bones behind you

Burn in rage, oh lion!

Storm the gates of Zion!

Burn the saints inside you

Leave their bones behind you

Burn in rage, oh lion!

Storm the gates of Zion!

[skototropism] lyrics - Crywolf

And I fell like lightning from the sky

I was lost

Ribbons in the void

I looked up at the blackness around me and realized

It was everything I had feared since I was a boy

Day star, son of dawn

Where is redemption?

I got on my knees that night to pray and saw you in a vision

Your face shrouded, foreboding

Brilliant and beautiful

The blackness seemed to pour in through my eyes as you walked towards me

You came close, and whispered my name

Abbadon

Abbadon

Abbadon

D D D N N N A A A [the most fun a boy can have without ripping his skin off] lyrics - Crywolf

I wanna show you something

Rainfall in my head

I'm lost again, I'm lost again

I'm lost again

Thunder and souls and sobbing

She's getting in my DNA

I swear you lost me, I swear you lost me

I swear you've lost it

Under my skin, you're unwrapping

All that I am, I swear

I wanted to keep, I wanted to stay

Deep in your head forever

I wanna show you something melting through my brain

Every time you're around you're assaulting me

I swear you lost, I swear you lost me

Floating away forever, oh

I wanna show you something

Rainfall in my brain

I'm lost again, I'm lost again

I'm lost again, again

Thunder and souls and sobbing

She's getting faster, DNA

I swear you lost me, I swear you lost me

I swear you lost me

I wanna show you something

Rainfall in my brain

I'm lost again, I'm lost again

I'm lost again

Thunder and souls and sobbing

She's getting in my DNA

I swear you lost me, I swear you lost me

I swear you've lost it

Ego nihilitas non quaesivit

Scinditur mihi apertis

Ardebatur omnia

Apocalypsis animae

Ego nihilitas non quaesivit

Scinditur mihi apertis

Ardebatur omnia

Apocalypsis animae

Ego nihilitas non quaesivit

Scinditur mihi apertis

Ardebatur omnia

Apocalypsis animae

Ego nihilitas non quaesivit (I wanna show you something)

Scinditur mihi apertis (Every time you're around you're assaulting me)

Ardebatur omnia

Apocalypsis animae

(To touch her is to become a child

To love her is to be buried)

Ab meum oris effund, O Anime Apocalypsis!

Ab meum oris effund, O Deluvium Ruina!

Ab meum oris effund, O Anime Apocalypsis!

Ab meum oris effund, O Deluvium Ruina!

Ab meum oris effund (I wanna show you something), O Anime Apocalypsis! (Floating away forever, oh)

Ab meum oris effund (thunder and souls and sobbing), O Deluvium Ruina! (I'm lost again, I'm lost again, I'm lost again)

[i see the birth and death of the universe swimming around in your eyes] lyrics - Crywolf

I feel myself unraveling

Suspended and strange

Listen, no matter what you see here

No matter what erupts from my depths

No matter what ruin comes of us

When I'm gone, promise me

Promise me when you sleep

When you dream of me

It will be in colors of white

DREAMING OF ME // IN COLORS OF WHITE lyrics - Crywolf

Aah, ooh

Aah, ooh

Aah, ooh

I'm falling against your grace

Aah, ooh

Folding inside your love

Aah, ooh

You never reveal your face

Aah, ooh

Cold in a silent blood

Aah, ooh

Aah, ooh

In my dreams

I'm swallowing your eyes and mouth

My sibilance like strings untied

This isn't feeling right, it never was

I don't even need this

I hope you can see it

I'm dying to leave this world behind

You peel with a purpose

You love who deserves it

Been holding the kill switch to my mind

All along

Aah, ooh

Aah, ooh

Aah, ooh

Aah, ooh...

DATURA [paroxysm] lyrics - Crywolf

I see the birth and death of the universe swimming around in your eyes

Datura yellow gazing through my mind

Datura yellow gazing through my mind

Datura yellow gazing through my mind

Datura yellow gazing through my mind

Datura yellow gazing through my mind

A p-p-purring with it's poison should I let it lay or p-p-pluck and pulling down a willing throat

To lead me to the place where I have shattered

Ooooo

A question that I find is harmless

But at night it seeps in through my eyes

Arresting and caressing every fold and strand I leave to loose

I feel it pull and I unravel

Oooo

Slither through my soil

Oooo

Bring me to a boil

Oooo

Feel my atoms rising

Oooo

Terminal velocity

I see the birth and death of the universe swimming around in her eyes

Eternal monoliths of storms past

You have my attention

Haunt me in all of your ways

I see her fingers bending backwards twist and turn and tie themselves together

Beckoning behind her back with fingers dripping rainbow puddles singing to me "come and drink of many waters"

Oh God I am dissolving disapperating folding flying feeling every color swarming

Slipping past my skin like snakes they hear me waiting

Skin abuzz with weight under their gravitation

I see her fingers bending backwards twist and turn and tie themselves together

Beckoning behind her back with fingers dripping rainbow puddles singing to me "come and drink of many waters"

Sings "I'll look into the wind I'll look into the flame I'll dig into the earth and swallow it again

I'll find you in the safe and quiet place inside your mind and expose all the beauty in your terror"

The void is awaking

Creating, degrading

Eternal, unfading

The siren is waiting

The void is awaking

Creating, degrading

Eternal, unfading

The siren is waiting

[the veil, eternal] lyrics - Crywolf

I saw you last night, you know

In the backyard

Staring up into the trees

Who were you talking to?

Was it her again?

Was she crying?

SMOKE AND WATER [the chthonic mother] lyrics - Crywolf

I breathe you in like smoke and water in a crowded room

Dark liquor and bad vibrations, baby, all I need is you

Pull me, black hole, you know you've always wanted

To be the darkness I'm not

Hurt me, I'm close to the edge and I've been

Holding my breath for so long

I breathe you in like smoke and water in a crowded room

Dark liquor and bad vibrations, baby, all I need is you

Hit me, thick rain, a rolling boiling deluge

Like everything that I want

Fear me, I'm set to destroy and you're fit

To be the prey that I hunt

Sink down into this holy soil

Keep spiraling into my void

Drip on me with your bloody smile

A communion of the sickest kind

I breathe you in like smoke and water in a crowded room

Dark liquor and bad vibrations, baby, all I need is you

THE LAZARUS OF WESTLAKE lyrics - Crywolf

No survivor and nothing survived

I touch the souls of dead men

Here from my forgotten life

Wrap me tight in these swaddling clothes

The newly born saviour

King and the lord of the void

And the Red Sea is parting now

I'm trying to save this but I don't know how

Tongues of angels suspended in time

A forgotten voice deep inside

And though we're touching skin to skin

Laying in threads of gold

You softly whisper in my ear

"Darling you're still alone"

Butterflies of white and grey

Rustling up silent storms

Darling you're still alone

Darling you're still alone

Darling you're still alone

ULTRAVIOLENT [adrenochrome] lyrics - Crywolf

Your heart is torturing me

A thousand miles an hour again

And all that stays with me

Is the fear inside my gut

You're the fear inside my gut

You've been my reason to breathe

The gravity that pulls me in

I can't escape the weight of your ultraviolent heart

Of your ultraviolent heart

I've been splintering apart

Breaking open from the start

Gates of heaven are closing

What did you do in my head

Weren't you laying in my bed

Telling me I was chosen?

Now I don't even know you and that's the best part of it

All I know

You're the only thing that I see in color

This heart is torturing me

The only pain I understand

I can't escape the weight of your ultraviolent heart

It's a poison in my gut

I've been splintering apart

Breaking open from the start

Gates of heaven are closing

What did you do in my head?

Weren't you laying in my bed

Telling me I was chosen?

Now I don't even know you and that's the best part of it

All I know

You're the only thing that I see in color

This heart is torturing me

The only pain I understand

I can't escape the weight of your ultraviolent heart

It's a poison in my gut

You're the only thing that I see in color

EXUVIUM [beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror, that we are still able to bear] lyrics - Crywolf

A thousand lines throughout your body

I'll eat you bit by bit from the inside

My finest prize

My hara-kiri

Exuvium

Exuvium

Exuvium

Exuvium

(Exuvium)

Exuvium

Exuvium

Exuvium

Exuvium

No exquisite pleasure feels like

The amaranthine gaze in your eyes

Spasmodic womb and trembling child

Lay waste to everything with your light

What is your soul made of?

Beauty

And what is beauty?

Terror

Exuvium...

Exuvium...

Exuvium...

Exuvium...

[i touched her face like the ark of the covenant, like someone expecting to be smitten by god] lyrics - Crywolf

Last night, I woke up and saw you again

Suspended, as you so often are

Three feet above me

Staring down and simmering

Fingers wet and glistening

Your eyes static and void

You part your lips, and all at once, I'm filled with a vast sense of space and incredible saturation

Bestial pangs paired with syrupy weightlessness

My body floating up slowly towards your beckoning fingers

I thought we promised to be honest with each other...

When were you going to tell me you'd become the reaper?

FAR LIGHT lyrics - Crywolf

Pass overhead

I've forgotten what's it like

To feel weightlessness, my strings untied

My arms are long

Strong enough for flight

But can they push away this heavy silence?

But maybe if you're tongue-tied

I could walk you through it all

Find you in the lowlight

Fight your battles through this war

Broken on my doorstep

You were falling through the seams

Breaking every finger

Thinking it would make you clean

And I know

In the far light

In the lightning

There are pieces of myself

You're setting off

You're setting off

And I'm frail

And I'm poured out

But I told you

There are parts you'll never see

And they're aligning in the stars

(The stars, the stars, the stars, the stars...)

Pass over my head

With your wings extended wide

I can taste the way you terrify me

Grow towards the sun

Leave me far behind

Till you extend into this pale horizon

But maybe if I'm tongue tied

You could walk me through it all

Find me in the low light

Let your body break my walls

I'll be on your doorstep

Sorting through my empty dreams

Breaking every finger

Praying that it makes me clean

And I know

In the far light

In the lightning

There are pieces of myself

You're setting off

You're setting off

And I'm frail

And I'm poured out

But I told you

There are parts you'll never see

And they're aligning in the stars

Maybe if you take time

We could still escape this place

Our pearly gates are burning

And yet somehow fire feels so safe

If I told you, "jump now"

Would you let it all erase?

Join me in the far light

Blooming in a fiery blaze

[annihilation at 30,000 frames per second] lyrics - Crywolf

(Instrumental)

[52hz] lyrics - Crywolf

Darling, you're still alone

Darling, you're still alone

Darling, you're still alone

Darling, you're still alone

Darling, you're still alone

Darling, you're still alone

Darling, you're still alone

Darling, you're still alone